ODE TO THE MURDERED BELLO TREES
(Bello is the shortened form of 'Bellingen' - the town I live in.
​This is what it looked like BEFORE the trees were cut down.)
 
Tonight I sit with tears pouring down my face,
burning deeper lines in my weary face.
 
Today our town square trees were killed.
The heart and soul and breath of our town was slowly decimated – limb by limb
till they gave their last life-giving breath.
Razed to the ground.
 
Ever since I was a child,
I looked at humanity with shocked awe,
the insensitivity, the stupidity,
the disconnection, the barbarity.
 
Did they not know that there is a divine order in the Universe
That Mother Earth comes first
Always first.
That humans, and any other entity’s
puny needs must always come second.
There is NOTHING if we do not have our Mother.
 
To think I have to shout this to the sky,
seems like the ultimate absurdity.
 
I returned back to this town after 17 years
 of the wilderness in the city
 to the womb and safety of community.
But the corporate tentacles have made their way here too.
 
When I cry out in consternation
at why, why, why?....
Follow the money – always follow the money.
The best and most well-meaning hearts
forced into the narrow confines of the
Hegelian Dialectic – the us and them
the false dichotomising.
 
Their outcome achieved,
not only the heart ripped from our center,
but also a community satisfactorily divided, separated,
unable to join to fight the real shadows
playing with our hearts and minds.
 
Surely a win-win could have been created?
If we had been give the opportunity to truly Listen to each other’s hearts and minds?
 
There is always a way if we value what is sacred.
But never again to feel those cool branches,
Or the ancient silent protection underneath our feet.
Home to insects, birds, and the homeless.
 
So what can we do but continue with weary hearts,
hoping against hope that one day
we will be able to create the world
to which we all actually yearn to belong.
 
To me, there is no other journey worth living
To remind myself and us all
That it is possible, that we can do it.
We CAN WAKE UP NOW
Because later…. may be too late.
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​The Chrysalis had been curled up in that cocoon for what seemed like an eternity.
Waiting, waiting in the dark
Knowing, knowing and hoping
But not really knowing
That a whole new, never-before-seen world awaited her
 
 In that endless darkness,
as she grew and expanded and evolved,
glimmerings of awareness and rememberings
showed her the roadmap.
 
Bit by bit, the pieces of the puzzle slowly began
to flow together into one coherent whole.
Some parts… clear as a bell
And others…shadowy, still forming
 
It had been hard becoming a ‘nothing’.
All vestiges of her old self, her old life…
some amazing, much quite mediocre.
But still it was some form of a life…
Slowly disappeared, as step by step
Anything that resembled a functioning being
was inexorably, unfairly, inexplicably taken away.
 
And over time, as she dissolved into nothingness,
The quiet disquiet, the puzzlement, the confusion
Was replaced by a silent surrender to something greater,
Something wordlessly unseen…
in the very, very back of her consciousness,
the potent seed, the potentiality, the vision remained.
The vision for the New Earth
 
Because you see, as she was disappearing,
So too was the Old Earth… the tired, ravaged Old Earth.
Mother…Mother Gaia
She had become tired of the dark ones ravaging her oceans, soil and air
Of the endless wars and political bickering
Of the dastardly mass mind control.
Of the endless attempts to eradicate in the millions,
​her beloved unique special humans
 
She had had enough
It was time for her to blossom –
to flourish, to evolve, to share her bounty
with the magnificent, innocent beings living upon her.
​
And in order to do that, she had to throw off the dark ones
Like fleas on a cat.
 
And how did she do that??
 
Well, that’s a whole other story…
A story to be told around winter fires
With wide eyed children listening rapturously to the stories told by the wise elders
Not the sleepers,
But the ones who had the courage to know what was going on
To question, to fight, to refuse to comply.
The Light-Lovers who refused to give in to the dark
Who, looking around that fire circle
As they now see the glowing potential of those children becoming truly possible
They know …that it was ALL worth it.
So many heroic stories of death, destruction and delight
 
… but back to Madame Chrysalis.
 
As everything was taken away from her…
Friends, family, work, money, achievement, health, youth
All the subtle and not so subtle signals of some-bodiness
Any vestiges of egoic existence dissipated into the crystalline slime
 
But somewhere in that cocooned darkness, the blueprint remained.
She knew that she was not just destined to be a butterfly flutterbying beautifully
But also a Crystalline Creator of the New Earth
A designer, an ambassador, a seed holder, a visionary, a poet.
 
 She saw it clearly… but like layers within layers…quantum fractals…
 Like a quantum cauliflower, endlessly repeating the same patterns
She knew that all that endless waiting and destruction of her some-body-ness
Was the essential shaping of a new all that Is-ness.
A truly freed creator being
Ready to burst forth like a seed unable to hold itself back any more
The All that is necessary, the warmth, the moisture,
the unstoppable blueprint of that
which so many have yearned for in every cell of their being.
 
Our Crystal Chrysalis found herself breaking free
from the last confines of her seemingly endless prison.
Burst forth with love and skill and powerful intent
To at last, do and be what she was designed to do and be.
Living the full potential of her divine blueprint.
 
And as the many needed changes began to proliferate across the planet,
As the darkness disappeared…
The people of Gaia breathed a sigh of relief
As at last, after billions of years of pain and suffering and pointless wars and disagreements
Peace and Abundance and Creativity engulfed,
mesmerised and delighted the people of Mother Earth.
 
And now it begins.

Good to see more people waking up about Trump.
Many people - and of course the treasonous Lame Stream Media - have been projecting their shadows upon this great man. And as the shadows drop away, they will begin to see him for who he truly is, as the incredibly kind, generous, funny, insightful, paradigm-shifting great leader that he is.

Because they were projecting on him, (helped hugely by the brain-washing mass media) ... they probably weren’t following the backstory, and the incredible plan to rid the planet of the Deep State evil. This has been a huge job and incredibly complex and multi layered. And is now mostly achieved.

Now Trump and the Alliance are free to implement the plans that they wanted to in his first term.

So now we can  look forward to many of his plans trickling down to Australia where our compromised and evil leaders will be removed. And a new era of prosperity peace and freedom will emerge upon the Earth. 
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​And no, Trump is NOT the sexual abuser he has been painted to be. All Fake news.

$ Million dollar Relationships $
…what commitment really looks like
or how much is your relationship worth?
 
At regular intervals in healthy relationships, one or other of the partners needs to ask for what they want. Paradoxically, it’s not necessarily ‘needy’ to have needs. 
 
In essence, if you love someone,
you commit to knowing what they need,
and you fulfil those needs as best you can,
…as long as it causes no great harm to yourself.
 
Some people are natural at guessing their partner’s needs, and others have to be told. If a partner has to be told all the time, then you have a problem relationship. It means that they are not acting with empathy which is the foundation of all good relationships. Empathy means, energetically stepping in the shoes of the other, and really feeling what they are thinking and feeling. You do this guessing game, because you care.  The more you do it, the better you get.
 
The one with the need often starts off by innocently, asking their partner to do XYZ. But if they get a negative response, the next choice is often to decide to just grin and bear it… to put up with not having that need met.  
 
Then, after a while, as the need is not being met, and the tension starts building up, they may end up being a little sarcastic or controlling or manipulative….i.e. going around the back way to get the need met. Which usually doesn’t work, and ends up hurting the other partner, and/or undermining the trust. It also gives the partner who is not fulfilling the need, the opportunity (should they choose it) to gaslight their partner for behaving badly. Which now puts negative focus on the person who just innocently has a need they would like filled. Never a nice predicament.
 
Both parties are responsible for their response.
The asker needs to do it in a skilful manner, and the listener needs to be present and willing to jump into action and do what is required, or re-negotiate a win-win.
 
Some couples are great up to this point, but then one of them struggles with remembering to DO what was asked. They agree to do the request, but just can’t seem to remember to do it.
 
 This is where the idea of the million dollar relationship kicks in.
So imagine if there was a magic fairy godmother who said she would give you $1 million if you did the thing you agreed to.
Would you do it??
 
Most people sheepishly agree that they probably would… that no matter how bad their memory is, that they would find a way. Interestingly, these people easily turn up to work on time, know exactly when the sports starts on TV, or never forget a hair appointment.
 
Because yes, memory is selective.  Unless we actually have a physical memory issue, we remember things that we care about. Not always, but mostly.
 
So the question is – how much do you care about nurturing your relationship – what is your relationship worth??
 
You know how much it’s worth to you, because you just won’t put it risk. Like a job you love. Like a holiday you have been planning. Like your health… or children. It’s important, so you do what it takes to keep it healthy and happening. All the little seemingly unimportant things, and the bigger things. That’s what commitment means.
 
 
But how do I remember?!!
So, like you do with anything that matters, you commit, you put strategies in place.
 
You put up signs in the bedroom/kitchen etc; alarms on your phone; use NLP or other mind strategies to install it in your subconscious mind. Imagine yourself doing the action, saying “Million dollars!”  to yourself,  and feeling great that you’ve done it.
You do whatever it takes to keep your word and build trust and care into your incredibly valuable relationship.
 
Every time you do this, is like depositing $100 into your Relationship Savings Account. Soon the habit of saying YES to your relationship becomes easier and easier, and you find that at the end of the year, you have a huge account bursting with love and trust and joy and connection … and great sex ;-)
 
UP NEXT
 Obviously, your partner needs to ask Cleary and Kindly and Skilfully for what they want. And that’s a whole other thing altogether. See next blog. Coming soon!